Night Ritual I (Together), 2024, oil, acrylic and collage on canvas, 48” x 60”

Night Ritual II (McDonald Avenue), 2024, oil, acrylic and collage on canvas, 48” x 60”

Night Ritual I and II were created for my BFA thesis and shown at FIT’s Graduating Student Exhibition Spring 2024, as seen in Hyperallergic.

This body of work includes two large scale paintings that combine collage and traditional oil painting techniques to depict intimate biographical portraits of myself, my friends, and my partner. My work is deeply autobiographic, with themes of memory and nostalgia at its core. Each painting depicts my own mundane experiences, but with the intention of celebrating the beauty found in ordinary moments. Through collages that merge multiple spaces into one image, I create images that often don’t make sense in the real world. A McDonald’s table in the middle of the street, or a figure in a dining room chair on the sidewalk. I manipulate these sources to evoke the natural imperfection of memory while being true to the feeling it holds. 

The vibrant colors and surreal perspectives in my paintings evoke a sense of heightened reality. Influenced by contemporary artists like Doron Langberg, I employ gestural strokes and bold colors to create dynamic compositions. My process involves layering paint over collage materials, such as old sketchbooks and magazine clippings, creating texture and depth to the artwork.

The body’s relationship to the space it inhabits is a central idea within the paintings. The work highlights the importance of creating safe spaces and communities especially in such a busy place like New York City. Historically, women and queer people have had to create their own spaces and sources of happiness. These works depict the corner of New York I have carved out for myself. The people I surround myself with and the landscapes we inhabit are my greatest sources of inspiration and joy.

Untitled, 2023, oil and collage on canvas, 50” x 62”

And I Am Filled With Wonder, 2023, oil and collage on canvas, 30” x 40”

Sweet Morning Light, 2023, oil on canvas, 24” x 30”

 
 

May the Rings of my Tree Grow Around You, 2023, oil on canvas, 24” x 30”

Self in Pink, 2023, oil on canvas, 24” x 30”

 
 

Tunnels, 2023, oil on canvas, 24” x 30”

The Swan, 2023, oil on canvas, 36” x 48”

The Swan was a journey of a painting that led me in some many directions I could’ve never imagined. Starting with a simple intention of painting a pondscape, I collected inspiration from landscape and figurative artists alike. Lars Elling was a contemporary artist I looked at a lot, along with Neoclassical works. My intention was to combine an abstracted impressionistic landscape with neoclassical inspired figures. The cliche of nude nymphs lounging in a landscape was something I was very drawn to, so the work began as a painting of nymphs playing and relaxing in the pond. However, as the painting progressed, what started as four figures, whittled down to a single female nude, lounging in the foreground. There were several swans that I had included earlier, and it was at this point that I realized the work had become a telling of Leda and the Swan. Formally, this work is a wonderful representation of my skills as an artist. I was able to combine my love of loose drippy abstraction with Lucian Freud-like figures. The work was built with layers upon layers of thinned oil paint, slowly brought to opacity. I found immense joy in this process; the landscape of my imagination emerging slow and steady. Overall, this work is a dreamscape, an omen, and a snapshot of the calm before the rape of Leda. 

Watch Me, 2023, oil on canvas, 36” x 36”

 
 

Inside-Out, 2023, oil on canvas, 30” x 30”

Untitled, 2022, oil on canvas, 60” x 48”

Lexicon: Death & Decomposition, 2022, oil on 12 canvases, each 12” x 12”

This series of twelve paintings became my life for 6 weeks. I dove deep into the imagery of death and pushed myself to develop a portfolio of references that inspired meaningful work. The work started off as an optimistic exploration of death as I explored different interpretations of an after life. However, as my research developed, the work became much more about the physical transition from life to death. This change in tone gave the work a disturbing tone. I felt almost uneasy painting these images and even more uneasy looking at my references. I looked a lot at autopsy images but found the most inspiration from mummified remains. Artists that inspired my work included the disturbing performance art of Gunter Brus along with various medical illustrators.

All paintings are for sale at $150 each

What Bleeds, Lives, 2022, acrylic on canvas, 48” x 32”

detail of What Bleeds, Lives

 
 

detail of What Bleeds, Lives

Pair of Pearls, 2022, acrylic on canvas, 40” x 30”

This figurative painting was done after several months of immersing myself into abstraction. It was a welcome change, but the ideas of color and abstraction remained throughout the process. This work pushed me to focus on the subtle hue shifts in the skin of the figures and how contrasting skin tones interact. This was also a study of volume and how to make the flesh feel full to the viewer.

 
 

Growing, Growing, 2022, acrylic on canvas, 18” x 24”

This work was originally just a pouring experiment inspired by petri dishes and mold growth. Wanted to develop it further, I layered opaque paint, playing with new organic shapes. Bringing the work physically closer to the viewer, I applied thick molding paste, sculpting the shapes outward and expanding beyond the rectangle of the canvas. This work explores ideas of cellular and microscopic growth and transformation.

Up, Up, Down, Down, 2022, acrylic and charcoal on unstretched raw canvas, 48” x 32”

Experimenting with different techniques to create interesting abstraction. First, pouring diluted paint onto unprimed canvas. Then, working into it with opaque paint and thicker mediums to create interesting surface quality.

 

Blood Letting, 2022, acrylic and charcoal on canvas, 24” x 18”

 
 

Sludge, 2022, acrylic on canvas, 24” x 18”

Friends, 2021, Acrylic on canvas, 36” x 48”

This work encompasses almost all of the themes I feel connected to. By looking closer at myself and why I’m drawn to certain artists and work, I’ve found that my identities of gender, sexuality and my physical body are topics I want to further explore in my work. This painting is a depiction of sisterhood. My two closest friends and I, and the love we share. We are similar in many ways, in our queerness, gender expressions, and view of the world, however we support each other in our unique identities. We are connected, as seen in the sensual touch we share in the painting. The touch is comforting and a reminder that we are together, that we are one form, even though we are unique on our own. 

Beyond sisterhood, ideas of femininity were at the forefront of my mind when painting. These three figures are feminine in their bodies and lightly clothed, but not in a sexualized way. This was something I wanted to explore in this work. A group of women in their bodies, not sexualized, just sitting, existing. Being a woman, and the social pressures that come with that makes existing in your own body difficult. Although we all have different body types, I wanted to depict us all with equal value. Each body is important, each is beautiful and neutral in the space. Ideas of body image and body dysmorphia are inspirations to this aspect of the work. I wanted to depict us realistically, and create a sense of truth to our forms. Most of my work explores my own body, and in many ways it’s an attempt to understand what I truly look like. The mirror can often betray us. This desire for truth connects back to the plants that surround us. They emphasize the idea of natural bodies, that we are as beautiful as the nature that surrounds us, that we are just as real. Our bodies are nature and nature is us. The skull as well connects us to the earth, that before life we were the earth, and after death we will return to earth, our bodies feeding the ground. Not as a return to nature, because even in life, we are nature.

Viens, 2022, acrylic on canvas, 18” x 24”

 
 

Depth, 2022, acrylic on canvas, 8” x 8”

Bend, 2021, Oil on canvas, 36” x 48”

Sweater and Trinkets Triptych, 2021, Oil on canvas, 14” x 11”, 16” x 12”, 14” x 11”

Warm Still Life, 2021, Oil on canvas, 30” x 40”

Reaching, 2021, Oil on canvas paper, 17” x 12”

Self Portrait with Skull, 2021, Acrylic on canvas, 30” x 40”

Bend, 2021, Acrylic on canvas, 28” x 28”

Daughter of Achelous, 2021, Acrylic on canvas paper, 28” x 28”

Sunlit, 2021, Oil on canvas, 12” x 12”

The Hermit, 2020, Oil on canvas, 18” x 24”

Autumnal Still Life, 2020, Oil on canvas, 18” x 24”

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